THE LORD is my Shepherd [to feed, guide, and shield me], I shall not lack. Psalm 23:1
You have the crook, yes, but You have the heart, open and generous, protecting, shielding. I shall not lack…here, now in this Moment. This seems to be the key. You are always enough Here. I am the one who runs ahead into lack, who runs ahead into fear and smacks my head sharp. How could I lack with Your powerful Presence, with me, for me? You are here and that news is like spring water running again. Fear drives me to lack as a frozen stream, stuck. Your Presence heals my fear of not enough, my fear of new, my fear of judgment. The lies that shout, fall silent at Your feet. You are here. I shall not lack.
Sheep are dumb. I heard it over and over in sermons. Now I understand: “Sheep are simple.” I AM simple to You. You know my needs and how to meet them in the here and where to get daily bread. This awkward, leaping frog jump into the future was never made for me. I am simple. I was meant to take small steps forward, while chomping on what was right in front of me. I need to remain simple, open, slow, close to the Shepherd.
Summer Joy Gross
(More of this meditation on Psalm 23 will come in the following days)
How do you dwell trusting in the moment?